I love this song so much. And I love Frederica Von Stade's interpretation of it.
Showing posts with label gratitude. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gratitude. Show all posts
Thursday, November 18, 2010
This made me happy today
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
I am freaking out!!!!!!
Okay, I'm finally realizing how close my brother is to getting home. It is insane. A week from Friday. Yeah. Well, I understand that everything will be weird at first (that's what everyone says, anyway), but I have missed him so much. I was not the best at writing him, which would seem to be the telltale sign that I missed him the most, but really I felt a big gaping hole in my life.
He has been with me since the beginning. We were the best of buds in our younger years, always getting into scrapes and getting scrapes, bruises, and goose eggs. When we reached the age of 12 and 14, respectively, things changed quite a bit. We weren't interested in hanging together anymore. This lasted for about 4 years.
High school was different, where we finally came back to level ground, and we did do some stuff together again. In fact, we were in the same school dance group once. That was fun. :)
Then I went off to college, and he finished up his high school days, gaining some really great friends along the way. He spent a lot of time with them, but always remembered me. He would tell me that he missed our talks, and whenever I was home for a break, we'd usually talk into the wee hours of the night, sometimes getting in trouble for it.
Then, when I moved home, the summer before he left on his mission, I finally felt like we got to build our friendship up to where it was as strong as when we were kids. We did activities together, had late night talks, and he helped me see a lot of my strengths and weaknesses, and also was the first to cheer up my gloomy days. Granted, our friendship was different than when we were kids, but I couldn't stop sobbing when he gave me his last hug for two years at the MTC almost two years ago.
I had an interesting/hard time the first year he was gone. Since, I am horrible at letters, I never wrote, but I drew strength from the letters he sent the family. We grew closer when I started writing him consistently in his last 8 months. It was a great comfort to have someone rooting for me, and giving me advice in some of the most growing months I've ever had.
But now he's coming home. And will have to be a grownup alongside me, making life altering decisions such as college major, who to date, what to be when he grows up, and who to marry. In my mind, he's still my 19 year old brother, but then I know he's not. It's really a bizarre feeling.
And true to my worry-wart nature, I am concerned for him, because I want him to not have to go through the trials that I know he will have to go through. Also, I'm feeling selfish. Adam is loved by a lot of people, and I want them all to get to be around him, but I wish that he and I could have a little while to be best of buds again. It probably won't happen, but it's been a secret wish of mine.
I am excited, apprehensive, joyful, and jealous all wrapped together. And it's still nine days. I wonder what it will be like next week. Haha.
He has been with me since the beginning. We were the best of buds in our younger years, always getting into scrapes and getting scrapes, bruises, and goose eggs. When we reached the age of 12 and 14, respectively, things changed quite a bit. We weren't interested in hanging together anymore. This lasted for about 4 years.
High school was different, where we finally came back to level ground, and we did do some stuff together again. In fact, we were in the same school dance group once. That was fun. :)
Then I went off to college, and he finished up his high school days, gaining some really great friends along the way. He spent a lot of time with them, but always remembered me. He would tell me that he missed our talks, and whenever I was home for a break, we'd usually talk into the wee hours of the night, sometimes getting in trouble for it.
Then, when I moved home, the summer before he left on his mission, I finally felt like we got to build our friendship up to where it was as strong as when we were kids. We did activities together, had late night talks, and he helped me see a lot of my strengths and weaknesses, and also was the first to cheer up my gloomy days. Granted, our friendship was different than when we were kids, but I couldn't stop sobbing when he gave me his last hug for two years at the MTC almost two years ago.
I had an interesting/hard time the first year he was gone. Since, I am horrible at letters, I never wrote, but I drew strength from the letters he sent the family. We grew closer when I started writing him consistently in his last 8 months. It was a great comfort to have someone rooting for me, and giving me advice in some of the most growing months I've ever had.
But now he's coming home. And will have to be a grownup alongside me, making life altering decisions such as college major, who to date, what to be when he grows up, and who to marry. In my mind, he's still my 19 year old brother, but then I know he's not. It's really a bizarre feeling.
And true to my worry-wart nature, I am concerned for him, because I want him to not have to go through the trials that I know he will have to go through. Also, I'm feeling selfish. Adam is loved by a lot of people, and I want them all to get to be around him, but I wish that he and I could have a little while to be best of buds again. It probably won't happen, but it's been a secret wish of mine.
I am excited, apprehensive, joyful, and jealous all wrapped together. And it's still nine days. I wonder what it will be like next week. Haha.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Each Life That Touches Ours For Good
Yes, it's the name of a hymn. One of my favorites, to be truthful. I know it's usually sung at funerals, but I think it is a beautiful song of gratitude for all friends, whether they're here with us now or they've passed on. Here's the lyrics of verses 2 and 4, which are my favorites:
What greater gift dost thou bestow,
What greater goodness can we know
Than Christlike friends, whose gentle ways
Strengthen our faith, enrich our days.
For worthy friends whose lives proclaim
Devotion to the Savior's name,
Who bless our days with peace and love,
We praise thy goodness, Lord above.
Now, I don't want this to turn into a thankamony or anything like that, but I realized how blessed I have been in the friend department. He has given me people who have lifted me up wherever I've been, and I'm really grateful for that. So I'm going to give a shout-out to the amazing people of my life.
AnnaLee. We've had our ups and downs, but we've weathered through them for 5+ years. That's a sign that we have and continue learning and growing so much with each other. You've been a wonderful shoulder to lay my head on and a sense of stability and reason in my life, and I hope that you feel the same way about me. You are a sister to me.
My Snow friends. You are amazing. I know that no matter where I am in life, I know that we can always get back together and laugh ourselves silly about the fun and stupid things we did. :) You are such an integral part of my life, that I could not be who and where I am right now without you.
My roomies. Britt! You are one of the most giving soul I've ever met, and I've come to admire you so much. You always make me smile. The fact that we were roomies for two straight years and didn't kill each other was amazingly cool, lol. Kristin, Val, and Cami...you are wonderful, kind, tolerant of me and my weirdness and I learned a lot from all of you. A girl couldn't have asked for better roomies than you guys. (or y'all, that was for you, Val)
Amelia. You helped me a lot with the transition from Ephraim to Provo. We grew up together, and our families have always had fun together. We weren't close in high school, but you have shown me such good support and love.
The 13th Wardies. Where could you find such a great group of individuals who have the capacity to all be friends and have fun with each other? You have helped me have more fun than I could ever think to have in a lifetime, and make me feel special whenever I can actually come to activites because of your excitedness to see me. Special thanks to Amanda, Julianne, and Brookie. You bring sunshine and happiness in my life with your warm hugs and encouragement.
My work friends! I am so glad to have met you all: Naarah, Tyler, Collins, Andrew, Melanie, Brooke, Kim, Val, Dave, and Tristan!!! I always know that I have a team that rooting for me, and you do it all the time. You have let me unload my burdens, given me great advice, help me in the whole relationship arena, let me have fun and laugh, and kept me sane day by day, all the while when helping the billions of patrons we get to serve everyday. :) :) :) Val, meeting a book nerd like you who loves the same things I do, has been one of the greatest things I've done. We are kindred spirits and I think we will always be. Tristan, I haven't known you long but I think I will find a kindred spirit in you, too. :)
Rachel, meine Liebe. I could never forget about you. You would have thought that my German class would bring me such a dear friend? You have been such a good person for me, and I love you for it. You said that we're both sane and insane, and it's true. We may not have all of the the same interests, but we have loving souls that needed to meet and help each other. Thank you so much for letting me be an honorary roommate, always wanting to see and talk with me, and just being the loveable you. :)
Finally, last but not least, is my family, both immediate and extended who I consider some of the best people I know. I am fortunate to be close with my siblings and my cousins, and my grandparents and aunts and uncles are always wanting to know what I'm up to, and are some of the first to offer support. My siblings- Cate, Adam, Hannah, Matt, Mike, and Emma: you guys will always be my best friends in life, and I know that I can always depend on you. We are an intense bunch, but we love with a ferocity that you couldn't find anywhere else and that's what binds us so strongly together. Mom and Dad- I could ask for any ones better than you. You are the backbone of my life, and help me accomplish the goals I set, encouraging me along the way. I love you.
Thank you all so much! I know there are so many more people that I didn't mention who have also given me so much in my life. I'm very blessed by your actions and words everyday of my life. I love you all!
What greater gift dost thou bestow,
What greater goodness can we know
Than Christlike friends, whose gentle ways
Strengthen our faith, enrich our days.
For worthy friends whose lives proclaim
Devotion to the Savior's name,
Who bless our days with peace and love,
We praise thy goodness, Lord above.
Now, I don't want this to turn into a thankamony or anything like that, but I realized how blessed I have been in the friend department. He has given me people who have lifted me up wherever I've been, and I'm really grateful for that. So I'm going to give a shout-out to the amazing people of my life.
AnnaLee. We've had our ups and downs, but we've weathered through them for 5+ years. That's a sign that we have and continue learning and growing so much with each other. You've been a wonderful shoulder to lay my head on and a sense of stability and reason in my life, and I hope that you feel the same way about me. You are a sister to me.
My Snow friends. You are amazing. I know that no matter where I am in life, I know that we can always get back together and laugh ourselves silly about the fun and stupid things we did. :) You are such an integral part of my life, that I could not be who and where I am right now without you.
My roomies. Britt! You are one of the most giving soul I've ever met, and I've come to admire you so much. You always make me smile. The fact that we were roomies for two straight years and didn't kill each other was amazingly cool, lol. Kristin, Val, and Cami...you are wonderful, kind, tolerant of me and my weirdness and I learned a lot from all of you. A girl couldn't have asked for better roomies than you guys. (or y'all, that was for you, Val)
Amelia. You helped me a lot with the transition from Ephraim to Provo. We grew up together, and our families have always had fun together. We weren't close in high school, but you have shown me such good support and love.
The 13th Wardies. Where could you find such a great group of individuals who have the capacity to all be friends and have fun with each other? You have helped me have more fun than I could ever think to have in a lifetime, and make me feel special whenever I can actually come to activites because of your excitedness to see me. Special thanks to Amanda, Julianne, and Brookie. You bring sunshine and happiness in my life with your warm hugs and encouragement.
My work friends! I am so glad to have met you all: Naarah, Tyler, Collins, Andrew, Melanie, Brooke, Kim, Val, Dave, and Tristan!!! I always know that I have a team that rooting for me, and you do it all the time. You have let me unload my burdens, given me great advice, help me in the whole relationship arena, let me have fun and laugh, and kept me sane day by day, all the while when helping the billions of patrons we get to serve everyday. :) :) :) Val, meeting a book nerd like you who loves the same things I do, has been one of the greatest things I've done. We are kindred spirits and I think we will always be. Tristan, I haven't known you long but I think I will find a kindred spirit in you, too. :)
Rachel, meine Liebe. I could never forget about you. You would have thought that my German class would bring me such a dear friend? You have been such a good person for me, and I love you for it. You said that we're both sane and insane, and it's true. We may not have all of the the same interests, but we have loving souls that needed to meet and help each other. Thank you so much for letting me be an honorary roommate, always wanting to see and talk with me, and just being the loveable you. :)
Finally, last but not least, is my family, both immediate and extended who I consider some of the best people I know. I am fortunate to be close with my siblings and my cousins, and my grandparents and aunts and uncles are always wanting to know what I'm up to, and are some of the first to offer support. My siblings- Cate, Adam, Hannah, Matt, Mike, and Emma: you guys will always be my best friends in life, and I know that I can always depend on you. We are an intense bunch, but we love with a ferocity that you couldn't find anywhere else and that's what binds us so strongly together. Mom and Dad- I could ask for any ones better than you. You are the backbone of my life, and help me accomplish the goals I set, encouraging me along the way. I love you.
Thank you all so much! I know there are so many more people that I didn't mention who have also given me so much in my life. I'm very blessed by your actions and words everyday of my life. I love you all!
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Attack of the Chicken People
Dedicated to my siblings. You know why.
We don't know exactly who started it.
We just know it's fun.Who needs expensive toys
When you have an old sweater
And lots of imagination?
Our abundant giggles paramount
To even deeper belly laughter.
Racing each other is harder than it looks.
Don't even ask about jumping.
Being ridiculous comes easily.
It's like we have jocularity
Instead of blood
Running through our veins.
No one is excluded or left out.
Everyone can play.
It's a perfect way to spend the day
As wonderfully silly
Chicken people.
You might notice that I'm on a poetry kick right now. I don't know exactly why, maybe it's because I have a little more time on my hands than I used to. I now have more time to think AND write. :)
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